“in bed, with my sorrows growing, sprawling out in every direction, all for the world to see. how can i go and fade quietly when my hurting is a loud, lurid spectacle under flashy, purple lights?”
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I have had a terrible habit of making my hurting loud enough to feel real and corporeal. It has taken me a while to be still without shaking — to settle down in a quiet corner of my room and realize that my sorrows are just as real and just as wrenching in their motionless hum.
It has taken me a while to acclimate inside ‘the veil’. I have stopped fumbling for hidden locks in the stonewalls. I have stopped sticking fingers down my throat in an effort to throw up rotting pomegranate seeds. Out they grow to the earth, tall and sturdy while breaking through the soil. I have my mouth open, my eyes closed, my feet calm and grounded. To run from the beasts is futile. To outrun myself, even more so.
In this book, Persephone isn’t taken away by a much older god. She isn’t a shivering maiden calling for help from an ice-cold, soundproofed room. She has descended — reclaimed her agency — perched on a silver throne with tamed hellhounds a her feet. The god of death: a faceless consort, a pareidolia appearing, disappearing in sun-forsaken, slate gray walls.
Everything is quiet.
All this is hers.
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Always, Fray ♡